As believers our goal is to imitate Christ. The apostle Paul always appreciated seeing people that he ministered to do the things that Jesus did. In fact in 1 Thessalonians he says, "you became imitators of us and of the Lord, for you welcomed the message in the midst of severe suffering with the joy given by the Holy Spirit."
You may be going through a touch patch right now. There may be some pain, some grief, even some guilt. There is JOY available through the Holy Spirit if you hold on and reach out to the Lord. Sever suffering will often produce incredible blessing. Just keep trusting the Lord-imitate Him and one day soon, that mourning will turn to dancing!